Love is a many splender thing. People ask why i've been so busy lately.
My parents dun say it,
but i know that my not coming back for dinner together is bumming them out.
then sometimes i get so swarmed with planning and coordinating i get so tired.
In fact nowdays i'm always tired.
I sleep on the bus. I never sleep on the bus but nowadays its sleep i need.
Then i ask myself if i've bitten off more than i can chew.
Maybe i was too gung ho.
Maybe it was all too unrealistic.

Then i go online and at 3 am i see 8 other names online and busy too.
8 names under the same tab on my messenger contact list.
8 people to shoulder this with me.
I feel comforted.

Then i go to friday mass.
I used to feel that the 'peace be with you' part was so stressful and awkward
Now i go to friday mass and i see people i truly love.
People i willingly serve cause just to see them happy would make me happy.
People i would not only wish peace, but happiness and all things good too.

I realise that if i'd left in the beginning,
i wouldn't have had the immense honour of calling them my friends.
You guys know who you are and i hope you read this my lovelies.
First gathering is tomorroe and i hope and pray it'll be good.
If love in every heart be our goal, then this goal is accomplished in mine for its is filled with love for God and all of you.  ¶ 8:35 AM