beginning silly sequence in 5..4..3..2.. i realise i haven't been updating my blog for a long time.
its taking longer for the me to get 'inspired' enough to get off my lazy ass and write that next post.
i look back at the older enteries and realise something quite terrible.
i think i've become unfunny.
i really do.
an ol friend came up to me that day and said:
"you've changed. you're not as jolly, happening and crazy as before"
i realise i really am not.
i get so down easily.
get so worked up and demoralised.
get so serious. so affected. so touche.
what is wrong with me?
i need to laugh. i really need to laugh. i need to do silly things that don't make much sense except to make the people around me happy. i need to let go. is that what you're trying to teach me?
was it necessary that i fell so badly?
LET GO AND LET GOD. AMEN.  ¶ 8:45 AM