Sunday, April 15, 2007
HEarT SoNGs
Although i am not a penguin (pls watch happy feet), I seem to have some song stuck in my head every morning. Quite a random song..just pops in and stays..doesnt even have to be something i heard the night before or while i was bathing.. it just creeps into my head somehow. Maybe, it was always in there and randomly gets triggered to come on..*gasp* Maybe my brain is sending me subliminal messages!
Anyway, its subtle. You don't hear it until you are alone somewhere or for a random second, you find yourself quiet.. and then you will hear it or subconsciously start humming along to it.
I realised that this sem has been so busy for me, i havent stopped to hear my song and this morning for the first time, at 730am in school at the empty science canteen, i heard it. Hey Jude by The Beatles. Kind of a pick-me-up kinda song and yet kinda a sad tune...bittersweet. Been using that word alot lately.
Friday mass was bittersweet. Mostly bitter but in some way, knowing that there are pple worth crying for in your life, pple who've touched you so much and been there for you so much then you cry just thinking what you'd do without them in school...Thats sweet. Its different this time. Not like in primary school and secondary school where we cried cause we were not in the same class or going to the same school. We knew back then we'd meet SOMEHOW. But this time, its serious. If we don't try hard, we are gonna go work and have kids and totally not talk to each other until some wedding or (choy!) funeral. This time we're gonna graduate, no more school, WORK.. adult stuff. No SHIT ladies and gents this time is IT. And so, I hug them all each time i see them and each time we say goodbye.. you'd never know right? when the last hug is gonna b... so you do it as often as you can! Depressing SHIT. sigh.
In other news, AVRIL LAVIGNE HAS SOLD OUT! pui.
WHAT THE HELL IS THIS?
How does one go from punk rock, attitude chick with balck skull socks to FISHNET STOCKINGS and SHORT SHORTS and *GASP* SYNCHRONISED DANCING WITH CHEESY CUTESY DANCE MOVES?????????????????????????????????????????????
IT DOESNT MATTER THAT I KINDA LIKE THIS SONG OK! pple are usually cutesy BEFORE they get married! WTH??? SHe sOLd Out! Period. ¶ 5:13 PM
Anyway, its subtle. You don't hear it until you are alone somewhere or for a random second, you find yourself quiet.. and then you will hear it or subconsciously start humming along to it.
I realised that this sem has been so busy for me, i havent stopped to hear my song and this morning for the first time, at 730am in school at the empty science canteen, i heard it. Hey Jude by The Beatles. Kind of a pick-me-up kinda song and yet kinda a sad tune...bittersweet. Been using that word alot lately.
Friday mass was bittersweet. Mostly bitter but in some way, knowing that there are pple worth crying for in your life, pple who've touched you so much and been there for you so much then you cry just thinking what you'd do without them in school...Thats sweet. Its different this time. Not like in primary school and secondary school where we cried cause we were not in the same class or going to the same school. We knew back then we'd meet SOMEHOW. But this time, its serious. If we don't try hard, we are gonna go work and have kids and totally not talk to each other until some wedding or (choy!) funeral. This time we're gonna graduate, no more school, WORK.. adult stuff. No SHIT ladies and gents this time is IT. And so, I hug them all each time i see them and each time we say goodbye.. you'd never know right? when the last hug is gonna b... so you do it as often as you can! Depressing SHIT. sigh.
In other news, AVRIL LAVIGNE HAS SOLD OUT! pui.
WHAT THE HELL IS THIS?
How does one go from punk rock, attitude chick with balck skull socks to FISHNET STOCKINGS and SHORT SHORTS and *GASP* SYNCHRONISED DANCING WITH CHEESY CUTESY DANCE MOVES?????????????????????????????????????????????
IT DOESNT MATTER THAT I KINDA LIKE THIS SONG OK! pple are usually cutesy BEFORE they get married! WTH??? SHe sOLd Out! Period. ¶ 5:13 PM
